Having a Hard Time

So here I am having a hard time. Sometimes I just do not feel like working on the weight. Thinking if I just let it be, it will manage its self. So much frustration here. Hubby doesn't seem to get it. We are not on the same page it seems like. Oh he says he is but, I don't get why he eats the things he does and is constantly requesting to eat out! Daughter is not helping with cooking Brownies, cause I have no will power. No one wants to eat the food I'm making.
Maybe I should just do a food program, you know the one, they deliver to the door and I eat it. That way the hubby and daughter can go out and I will not have to listen to the complaints. They can gain their weight and get bigger and bigger. But, I will get fit and healthier. Oh the frustration I have.

The bird died and I am thinking about Mom all the time. I can't stand seeing the cancer commercials and getting solicitor calls from money. So I get into a comfort food mode. Seeing any progress.... is not there. Yeah I'm venting now. Feeling like if I get it out of my system then I can move on.
Today is a new day and I will get back on the track and start the process again.
I hope you all are doing well on your journey to healthy living. thanks for listening., If you are out there.

My stats:
Gained all the weight back!
No idea of my calorie intake.
Have been exercising. But no weight loss.

Back to sparks people and working on getting healthier. Looking for a walking buddy. Hubby can not walk do to health reasons ie: legs, back, air.. whatever he can think of. I need someone who can keep the pace and not leave me in the lurch. This is a lonely process indeed!

Catching up

I have been on Spring break, still enjoying the break. As far as the calorie intake is going I am staying at 1500 calories. Oh I thought since I am on Vacation I should enjoy my self.
the eating out and snacking has made it hard. although for Easter this year we opt to have a Fruit Basket instead of a candy one. Then I only got 2 little eggs from the Easter bunny at The Easter Brunch.
Still need to stay up on the logging of meals. tomorrow we will be going the the aquarium that mean Walking. I will watch the caloric intake so I can start back on the downward slop.
Off to the beach to walk a bit.

A Weeks View.

This past week I have had a hard time. Logging the meals have been rough. My family is not too supportive either. Daughter wants to eat out and have somethings different than I am preparing. How frustrating. What ever happened to family just eating what's put on the table!
Okay let's see we ate out four times.. not good at all. As far as calories I was afraid to even look. So I will just weigh today and start again.
Easter time is bad because of all the Easter food. This year I decided not to cook in, that way no left overs and I will have to cook the good food the rest of the time. On Easter Day I will enjoy myself and not think too hard on the calories, Try not to over do it and take a long walk.
Spring break is here so that means this next week will be mini vacations. Will try to get in as much walking as I can and not eat after 6 pm. That should help maintain the current weight.
Have a great Easter and Spring Break. Try to think Healthy in all our choices, that is the Goal for this coming week.

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